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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2006|07:48 pm]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |only the young - journey]

today was rather uneventful. the usual work at 7 deal, until 9:30. after work went over ashley's for a little bit, watched aquamarine haha it was .... interesting? lol. came home, had to babysit for a little bit, baby just slept 85% of the time so that was easy. headed back to work at 2:30, non-eventful. one tree hill season 4 premiere is on tonight at 9, i'm going to be watching it over ash's then laguna sooo thats about it for today. peace <3
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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2006|10:32 pm]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |boredbored]
[music |faithfully - journey]

okay so i haven't updated this crazy thing since like 1994, yessss exaggeration. but anyways, the only reason i'm starting to write in this again is because i'm supposed to be keeping a journal for my english class, and i much rather prefer typing over handwriting. college is like way easy, computer class, obviously the easiest class for me, it's the same book as my computer courses i took in high school, everything is so repetitive, except no mrs.borgeson, god she was one of the best teachers ever. anywho, i digress. life? well it's had it's share of ups and downs lately but on the whole, pretty good. mom's moving out, with cassidy. they are only moving 2minutes away though, to bisbee drive, with mom's boyfriend, he bought them a new house. for right now i'm staying with dad, we'll see how it goes. this whole journal bit makes me feel queer, no offense to anyone, it's just not really my thing anymore but whatever, i'll do it for the grade, that's all ... peace <3
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(no subject) [Apr. 12th, 2005|10:39 pm]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |numbnumb]

i never really update this thing anymore, kinda weird seeing as it used to be an everyday ritual lol hah im a dork. anyywaays, umm soo last weekend, friday night i went to the movies with ashley and sam, we saw guess who? lol it was wicked funny, yeaah then after i just went home, morgan was babysitting so i talked to her for awhile. Then went to bed. Saturday I got up early and me cassidy, her friend, and my mom drove out to the beach (saquish/duxbury) hung around for a bit, then left, someone sideswiped my moms car and then kept going, pretty gay but luckily barely any damage. Then I had to work from 12:30 to 6 which wasn't too bad because there was actually customers lol, around 7:30 i went to EJ's met up with morg ash bry josh n tom, then other people started showing up, it was a good time haha, yeaaah we had to leave at like 11, so they brought us to my house, then like an hour later bry josh n tom came back. my dad kicked them out temporarily lol then like 20 minutes later they came back and stayed til like 2:30-3, it was funnnn. After they left we all just fell asleep, i had to get up semi-early for my soccer game in plymouth at 12. They left at 11:15, then i went to my game. We were winning for most of the game then they tied us towards the end. Oh well, we're still undefeated lol which is pretty good considering at practice there was only 6 of us, and the rest just showed up at the game. Yeah so after the game, I came home and did homework lol fun stuff! yea, not really. Monday was schoool, gay as usual, then I worked from 5:30-9:30, which was kinda gay because monday nights are always soooo dead, so there was barely anything to do. Tonight I had dance, it was our second to last class, before the rehersals and recitals and shit which is good. Yeah thats about it, byyeee -courtney
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2005|08:28 am]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |fly - hilary duff ♥]

yeah i barely update anymore, idk why i just don't. weeeeird. anywho, nothing really much to write. Schools alright, grades are pretty, um bad. But whatever. Weekends are usually pretty siiick, umm yeah ill try to update more, later ♥ c0urtney
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yeahh vacation [Feb. 26th, 2005|02:19 pm]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |one sweet day - mariah carey ft. boys II men]

heyy ... vacations almost over .. then it's back to school, that's sad. oh well.. yeah over vacation i pretty much just hung around morgan was gone for a few days in NH, me and ash watched saw lol crazy stuff right there .. hung out with angi for a little bit, michelle had her bebeh =] julian michael grant, i can't wait for himm to comee hooomee i bet he's adorable lol. Yeahh last night was pretty fun, morgan ashley and josh came over, we watched mean girls downstairs then sam showed up, then dave and conor came over we watched napoleon dynamite and watched pizza. they left, and around like 11 bryan and tom stopped by for a few. It was pretty fun. We just hung around and stuff. Josh left at like 1 and me morg and ash hung around in my room, downloading songs for a wicked sweet CD ahaaa lol .. yeahhh me and morgan didn't end up going to sleep until 5:30 this morning, lol and my cellphone woke us up at 8, but we tried sleeping til like 11. They left, and I just showered and cleaned, Idk what I'm doing tonight, hopefully going out or something i dunooo .. ttyl <3 courtney
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(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2005|04:48 pm]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |Kelly Clarkson - Gone <33]

lol i really suck at updating this lately. i dunno where to start sooo ill just start with the weekend .. school, ya know the usual then friday night morgan and ash came over lol, once again, the usual. Some people were supposed to stop by but they couldn't. Soo yeah, went to bed at like 3 or 4 idk we were watching the notebook. lol goood movie. They left at 10 saturday morning, to get some stuff done before the game, then josh and bryan came and picked us all up to go to it. It was a really good game, we killed harwich lol. After, me morgan ash josh and bryan all went to lunch at cornerstones with bryan's family, and got some pizza. lol but not before almost killing ourselve going over a wicked sweet jump on walker rd lol .. good timesss. Then after, we had to drop off Morgan cuz she had stuff to do. Then drove around for awhile doing crazy stuff, lol then they dropped off ash, then we met up with brandon for a few did some more crazy stuff lol almost lost my life a few times but it's all gooood. Then about a half hour later we got ashley again, lol drove to middleboro, almost lost our lives one more time..then i did something really ..uh .. yeah i don't wanna talk about it lmao .. ashley i can't believe i did that .. but yeah it was fun .. then we all went over to josh's. It was me, ash, josh, bryan, jamie, brandon, and ben at first. Then ben left, and brandon went to get morgan. We were just hanging out n stuff, then sam and joanna came, we watched napoleon dynamite lol .. hung around. Then they dropped us off at ashley's for the night. Then came back like a half hour later lol .. it was one of the funnest days of my life, i can say that for sure lol .. yeaah it's thursday now i think lol, and immm boreed. But it's alriiight cuz the weekend kicked ass that's about it ... one more day this week then february vacation, too bad morg's leaving for NH lol ... yeaah later -courtney
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(no subject) [Jan. 22nd, 2005|11:42 pm]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |BORED.]
[music |brave new girl - britney spears]

i am sooo bored its snowing so much here ... we're supposed to get like 30 inches! its not going to stop until 6 tommorow night either, snows cool but i had fun plans for today/tongith =/ ehh oh well ... i am bored out of my mind and i have been on the computer way too damn long lol .. yeaaahhh well thats about it ...

where the pen and the paper meet and spell out the words b-o-r-e-d-o-mCollapse )

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(no subject) [Jan. 9th, 2005|08:45 pm]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |okayokay]
[music |because of you - kelly clarkson]

Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I
find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you.

 

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(no subject) [Jan. 9th, 2005|08:08 pm]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |guiltyguilty]
[music |gone - kelly clarkson]

yesterday was funn ... around like 4 me morgan and ash went to the mall lol because ashley broke her new cell and I was the wonderful friend who returned it and got her a new one hehe lol then walked around and stuff, left at 6 .. went to blockbuster and got texas chainsaw massacre and dawn of the dead .. dropped them off ..came home, cleaned then they came back .. we hung out n stuff until like 12 lol cuz we were waiting for sam to get here, she got here at 11:30, and we watched tcm at 12 .. i hate that movie lol .. its so scary i dont like it at all lol.. yeahh morgan fell asleep first, then me, aand yeahh everyone after that lol .. we woke up at 11:30 .. lol sam did some karaoke-ing it was sweeet lol .. yeaah then they left me .. me and cassidy watched dawn of the dead after .. it was gross lol .. but yeaaah then i went sledding, now im babysitting for cass because the rents are out ..schooool tommorow =/ bummer ... but next weekend's going to be awesome!! On Friday afternoon, my moms pickin me ash and morgan up and we're heading to Maine for the weekend. On friday night, we'll probably stay in a holiday inn in new hampshire, because it's a long drive to Maine, but on saturday we're heading up to the cabin it's gonna be awesome, indoor pool and stuff then on sunday we're going to canada to go snow-tubing lol then we'll be back at the lodge, we'll leave to come back to mass monday, cuz we don't have school .. i can't wait!!! yeaah i gotta go now bye!! <3 courtney
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yeaaaah .. i suck. [Jan. 8th, 2005|12:10 am]
xsparklinstar3x
[mood |disappointeddisappointed]
[music |new york - ja rule]

chool was like really bad today. yeah no reason really why, oh yeah wait i got a ZERO on my history quiz that i actually studied for. WICKED GAY. i have gone so downhill with my grades lately, i did so good first term so i just suck. I'm failing english, how sad is that? First term I had an 89 ... now i've got a fifty something wow i really do suck. I've had three detentions this term for missing homeworks in math class, just for the record, for the past year and a half i have never missed a homework in imp .. they are just so easy that i always do them. I don't know what is wrong with me this term, but it sucks. I don't want to say that I don't care about my grades anymore because I do definetly, but they aren't exactly top prioriety on my list .. yeaah maybe i've got my priorities messed up but I hate school now. Oh well .. tonight was fun, me, morg, ash, and sam went to the boys basketball game .. they lost it sucked. yeahhh .. came home, watched some mean girls and talked to morg and ash on the fone .. i think tommorow we're going to the mall to return ashley's fone because she dropped it and it's messed now andf it sucks, lol so i told her i'd return it for her  yeaah i also wanna see white noise, i heard it was good so i'll probably do that too .. maybe. yeah i don't know .. goodnight </3 courtney
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